It's your day!

Dearest sayang Aiyee!

Today is your big big biggie day!

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY!!!

Have a blast and you know we love you always!

I bet all of us have an awesome dinner yesterday night in BBQ Plaza. :)

More to come! May your wishes come trueeee.

And well, one year older already. =P Finally all of us opps, except Jia Wei is 16 already.!

Yesss, I hope you like the superheroes shirt too though I didn't get to see it yet.

You know we do care for you always.

You know you can find us anytime.

You know we want you to be happy always.

Thanks for everything! You're a great great friend! :)

Lastly once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Love ya always.

SeeHui.

It's Nobody's Fault.

It's nobody's fault. We just have to think and do whatever we think is best.
Things are the way it is. Change is inevitable. We just need to know the fact that JASJ is still in our hearts.
Let us just make differences. Start by calling and texting each other again.
If anything, anything at all happens, don't start blaming. Look at things in all perceptions and all points of views. Be considerate and understanding.
If there's anything you'd like to share, let's start calling up or telling each other. Don't feel like talking to one person, tell the other and let us spread our care.
Just, let us all be understanding people and loving ones too.
I LOVE YOU ALL. And touche. =)

I decided to blog it out after staying in an empty post for so long.
A feeling asked me to write it out but another feeling asked me not to.
Didn't know why is it like this.
JASJ should be something important and special for four of us right ?
Yet , the feeling changes for me.
And i wonder how to overcome this thing ?
I used to find JASJ whenever i need people the most.
But now each time i want find somebody ,
i realised that i am lost.
Thinking myself should i find them ? Then ended up with a big sighh and
just keep it myself.
Probably you all just have at least someone to speak to ,
but for me i dont tell them much cause JASJ is the one that i only trusted.
I seriously have problems and headaches that wanna share out.
And the people i need the most is JASJ. But i just gave up.
I always need caring , comfort , advices , hugs from JASJ.
But till the end for sure i will sure give up.
True friends should never walk away right ?
Sometimes we meet we would just be like strangers.
I totally hate so much about it.
I feeling like asking you all , is JASJ not important to you all anymore ?
And asking , CAN ANYONE CARE ME JUST FOR FEW MINUTES?
I am just like lacking of attention. Damn it.
No , i am not. What i need for is just go back to like old times ?
No matter how far we apart , our heart still can close to each other.
The laughter , the tears and everything ?
Have you all forgotten we running in the rain before together ?
How nice the feeling was ?
Sometimes i felt , is like three of you all are close and i am the one who only being abandon.
Sometimes i rather just walk away silently.
I wonder , am i a part of JASJ. Or am i one of you all bestfriends .
Or you all just hate me ? Or just anything.
I am seriously seriously need an answer or solution.
Or else , i gonna gave up real soon and just pfftt.


p/s-sorry if my post just made anyone unhappy or dislike what i written.

5th July 2010!

Just a short note. :)

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY JYE YIH SAYANG! :)

You know we love you always.

You know we care for you.

You're always an awesome friend of ours.

Thanks for everything!

But, sorry for anything that I've done that hurt you once before.

Happy always. Have a great long journey.

**longlastrelationship,foreverwithhim! :D

I hope you will like the present; SUPER HEROES SHIRT!

(same as mine, diff colour) :D :D expected aight? :) :)

A small card, well it's not nice afterall, sorry.

Best of luck in future! :D

SeeHui.

Friendship isn't always easily described. The Eskimos, they say, have a hundred different words for snow. Unfortunately, the English language isn't quite as innovative, though it has vast opportunities to differentiate meaning. Certainly, Love is one of those opportunities. And so, too, is Friendship .Instead of different words, however, we're stuck with simple adjectives. Close friend. Best friend. Childhood friend. Intimate friend. Trusted friend. Beloved friend. But whether you use adjectives or different words, few could deny the nearly infinite meaning in such a simple word. Friends are special people. We can't pick our family, and we're sorely limited in the number of them at any rate. Society and mores (and often our own conscience) dictate we select a single mate. But our friends can be as diverse and infinite as the adjectives we choose. Our friends, in a very real sense, reflect the choices we make in life.

P/s : I read from the internet.

The Message I Got In The Morning Was Shocking.

See Hui's Message to JAJ:
Dear JASJ Members,it has been a while ever since we've shared secrets.
Talk to each other. Care for one another. The laughter we once had already gone.
I don't know if you all realise things changed even worse this year but
no one seems to care about it. We've done what we should. I've tried what I can do
but nothing changes to be better. I don't know what mood you people are having now
and if your mood is bad and I make it worse,i'm really sorry. But I really think JASJ will be
gone one day sooner or later if nobody want to care about it. I need not a reply, but I think
you all should really think about it for what i've just said.It's no one's fault.
All of us seem to just have our own friends and not bother JASJ,that's the worst part ever.


My reply which I wanted to post long time ago but didn't and Jye Yih saw it first:
I Miss JAsJ. Be it far or together, we can still stay strong and as one.
I believe that as long as we count on each other, we will last.
I not only miss the one and a half year of sweet memories shared with the three of you,
I miss us and how we sacrifice for each other. When one of us is down, we will be there.
To me, believe and trust within us are important.
We can't let others interfere if we want to maintain our friendship.
People say forever is impossible. Maybe they're right but for us, forever doesn't matter.
What we need is just to appreciate us having each other.
So what if one of us keeps a secret to herself, if we're understanding enough, we'll let her be.
She'll open up sooner or later because we'll always be here when she needs us.
I'm determined to try set aside my flaws and change for the better us.
I LOVE JASJ. I want my three best girlfriends by me once again. Doing the craziest things. =D

My actual reply to See Hui's message:
I realised things change. Believe me all of us do. There're obstacles in our ways. Either parents, other friends, lovers or personal problems. There're many things which cause each of us to not remember where we stand in JASJ anymore. It's not as easy as it used to be. Like the moments in Pn. Nor's class. Now, we're in Form 4. New year,new start, new goal. Each of us are so busy with our tuition classes, our yoga or ballet classes, even school is making us busy. We hardly have time. That I understand. We will never have the memories back nor be like before. Carefree,happy-go-lucky, or crazy because we're all grown ups now. Many things are to be done and to be handled. Some of us will have special friends, new friends of the same class and new best friends. We can't afford to be jealous of each other because if we're best buddies, we'll know of changes and now we're experiencing changes. I wish we could be together. The four of us,again. But when? Our classes are so different. Our schedules do not match. I see each of you once a week and I'm really happy already because at least I get to see my sayangs. Can we just make it up to this? Go out a day. Have a blast, talk it out but I know of one thing. We'll feel a tad bit awkward. I really want to talk this out. Make it up to each other and maybe share a little SECRET. =D How I miss us all! I think I know most of your secrets. I think. Haha. I want hugs together with 3 of you...............


JIAWEI

If you people really think JASJ is no longer important. Nobody didn't even want to try to do something so that we can be as close as before. Everyone just feel they're abandoned by one another? What am I supposed to do then?

P/s : Remember the times when we shared our secrets among each other?. Our laughters in Pn. Nor's class?. If you all have the time too, see back the older posts. Especially last year. :(