It has been so long ever since we posted something here. Yes, I admit that the distance between us are getting worse. Maybe none of us are trying to work it out instead continue to live like how we used to. /even if we don't like it at all. Who doesn't face problems in life? Who doesn't want to maintain their friendship like how it used to be? You know, not everyone wants unhappy things to happen to them. Wait, definitely no one wants it.

I'm sorry I can't be there for any of you. It is all about understanding and trust in between. Who knows it has changed between me and you people? Or, maybe it's my fault that I didn't try spending any time with you all. I'm sorry. But, I don't know what I can do with it. I've actually tried but I failed. I didn't want to let go this friendship. Remembering how much we used to treasure one another, it makes me upset at times when I think about it. No matter how many friends we have, the closer ones are the ones we need when we're upset, going through hard times. I know it all. See, you've said that you tried to search for people to talk to when you need someone and you couldn't find me, I can tell you, I actually felt the same thing the other day. To be honest, life has been very bad these days. I know you will ask why didn't I look up to any of you but just think and see, if I can actually share it out, then why can't you? Same thing. By the way, friendships last don't mean I am still close to them. It doesn't mean I still tell them everything. You should know what type of person I am. I may be sarcastic, loud and happy with them, it still doesn't mean anything.

No matter what happens, please just be optimistic in everything that happens. I know it's difficult to do so when you're facing them all alone. Someone will always be there for you, to support you. Just be happy, girl.

Love, See hui.

My feelings ...

Where are the JASJ used to be ?

Why we have JASJ ?

SIGH SIGH SIGH.

Do everyone forget each other ?

Do everyone no longer need each other ?

I really need JASJ , but seems like JASJ no longer need me.

JASJ is not about only one person.

Is about four of us. Without one of us , it will never complete.

A part of us is busy with SPM , yet we suppose to have time for friends

especially JASJ .

BUT WHY JUST DIDNT ?:((

You all are my bestfriends but nowadays ,

when i am in the worst condition , suddenly i felt i dont have ANY FRIENDS.

So sad isn't it ?

Phone with full of contacts but none of it.

Seehui , you said friends don't last forever.

Then how could you have friendship that maintain till now.

Why our friendship is not just like the friendship that maintain ?

I really wish i am strong and i can go through every obstacles myself.

But i just couldnt .

Everyone person needs bestfriend.
And why we didnt take put an effort to maintain this friendship.

Or you just want to let it being destroy ?
It is our choice .

And the choice is in our hand.

Words couldnt describe how i feel.

I am in deep deep pain now.

I wish i have morphine to kill the pain.

I wish i dont have tears and feelings.

Cause i no longer can bare every single pain i am taking now.

Love , Aiyee.

Dear A,

I'm sorry for what I've done. It was a big mistake I know. I'm sorry to betray your trust towards me. I'm sorry for lying. I'm sorry for everything. I don't expect your forgiveness right now; but I hope you will forgive me soon. Truly sorry. ♥

Sayang!

I'm sorry. I didn't mean to make you to feel left out from any of us. Everything was just so and so. We didn't plan anything. Just that, Aiyee and I talked more often these days. Nothing happened in between. Anyway, what I meant in the text last night was just that I didn't want her to leave sadly. I want her to enjoy herself in Taiwan. Definitely you all can ask me about it. I will tell you all. You know, we do share things among ourselves right? Remember our JASJ blog password! :) It means it all. And, we don't leave one another. You can come and talk to us anytime. Why wanna feel so? You do have your friends. And us. You have your choice to be with who you want. Anddd, going to Add Maths class with you is fun. We talked, we laughed. Right? We're always as we are. It depends how you see it sayang. You know I still love you like others do. I'm sorry if I made you feel that you're neglected. Didn't mean to. We're always JASJ and will never change. Friendship LAST. Especially us. Its just that, life has ups and downs. ♥

SeeHui.

Awwww (:

Thanks JASJ. Love you all always.

Dont worry , i will love you all more.

You all are the first in my heart ! <3<3

I just realised i so long never been smile widely.

heh :DD

All of us are just attached to one another. But someone somehow attached with someone. Curangggg! =P You know, we are happy! Realllyyyyy. JASJ will always support you, be by your side. You know we always love you. Be happy always sayang! It has been a long time ever since you smile so widely, everyday. When I first saw your text, I was likeeeeee. Yes yes yes! Awesome things happened. Lucky you told us all at the same time and didn't disappoint us. :D Satisfiedddd. No matter what happens, love us moreeeee alright.? =P ♥

SeeHui.

Can't Help But Want To Post

=D I don't mind being the chicken wing or whatsoever.

JASJ, I love always! 

I'd love to spend more time with you all again.

Sorry for the short post. Tomorrow school reopens. ugh!